Mid Sem starts!

Assalamualaikum wbt and wishing a great day to all of you ^^

Well..the mid-semester break is here and guess where i'm off directly from penang? Jb! Jb je pun..lol actually i went to meet my bestfriend in form 3 (when it all started and until now) Atif!

5 physics students in the bus to jb..lol

It has been so long since i last went to her home..sept 2012..now is nov 2013..well..a year++..quite a long time..her mother also said the same thing :p hee

So she fetched me at the bus station, and went to breakfast..we went to jpo (johor premium outlet) in kulaijaya, to buy gifts for atif's relatives and ate mango sticky rice (i forgot the name of the restaurant, but seriously, it's delicious and to be honest, one plate is not enough for each of us :/ lol)

Beautiful pasta all the way from germany >.<

Then at night, i taught atif how to cook carbonara pasta since she bought some beautiful pasta from germany >.<

This is it..Chef Addy in action *clap*

The next day her father sent me to the bus station and we talked about something~ i just hope that i can try my best ^^

Atif's mother gave me a 'jubah' - nice one since it's purple + black in colour :p

This is what i'm craving..laduree macarons! And atif bought it for me >.<

Her family asked me to come again next time ~well..insyaAllah..hope to see you all soon ^^

P/s: her younger sister hates me since i got 7A+ and 2A in my spm..she'll be taking her spm exam on this 5th nov so i understand why she's behaving like that :p i was at your place in 2009..hee

Tiada dulu, tiada sekarang

Assalamualaikum wbt dan hai Oktober! :D

Sebenarnye post ni dah lame nak dipublish tp disebabkan beberapa kekangan seperti masalah kemalasan dsb, sekarang le baru boleh dipublish..hew

Takde bende pun cume sesuatu yang mengganggu fikiran..sebab sikap aku sendiri kot..lol

Haritu pergi program 'Sharing is Caring' anjuran Dr Mahadi (Fizik) n Dr Lutfi (Math) untuk kali kedua..kali pertama aku pergi dah sem lepas..ok..tapi kan..setiap kali aku pergi, mesti aku rasa ralat..

And sometimes i feel sad..yes..sad..dorang rasa diberi semangat, aku rasa sedih..kenapa sedih? Tak ramai yang tahu sebenarnye..haha..

The truth is, aku rasa sedih sebab aku tak dapat jadi macam tu..sebab setiap kali aku tengok orang belajar oversea semua, aku ralat..sebab aku dapat tawaran, tapi aku tak pergi..aku nak pergi, tapi parents tak bagi..anak pertama mungkin..perempuan pulak..so..hmm

Habis form 5,dpt tawaran under petronas for petroleum engineering..habis matrik, dapat tawaran utk ke New Zealand dan United Kingdom, dua2 dalam bidang pure physics..melepas dah..sedih..that's my problem..

Aim aku nak belajar oversea..bukanlah aku memandang rendah pendidikan di Malaysia, cumanya aku teringin sangat nak tengok tempat orang..so bila tak dapat, aku cam rasa kecewa lah gak..bukan rezeki aku kot kat situ..

So sekarang mindset aku, kalau aku belajar then dapat tawaran oversea, parents bukannya bagi pergi..so why should i study hard? Ok ni memang terang2 mindset yang salah..mungkin niat aku tak betul kot..patut niat belajar kerana Allah..bukan benda lain..and that's why i can't perform well here..aku di sini, tapi bukan 100% diri aku di sini.. -.-

Mak aku letakkan syarat kalau nak jugak belajar sana, kena kahwin dulu..tapi bukannya dia kasi kawin awal pun..sebenarnya mungkin dia nak kata, mak memang tak kasi kau pergi..lol

Dan sebenarnya dia berat nak kasi aku masuk USM ni haa..jauh..tapi dia lepaskan jugak aku masuk sini sebab kesian kat aku asyik tolak tawaran..haha..

So for now, i'm in my final year already..harap aku dapat fokus belajar tanpa regret itu ini, dan asyik fikir peluang yang aku dah lepaskan..past is past..kita tak tahu apa akan berlaku pada masa akan datang..

So itulah sebab aku sedih..pujuk hati..ada hikmah atas semua yang berlaku..
Tiada dulu, tiada sekarang :')

Wassalam~

Short Trip to Kedah + Perlis

Assalamualaikum dan salam bahagia :D

Bersempena cuti hari Malaysia dan ditambah dengan perasaan bosan sebab tak tahu nak buat apa, aku dan malin pun mengambil keputusan untuk hantar ira balik rumah di samping melihat2 sawah padi.. Tempat kami takda sawah padi, ada ladang getah,kelapa sawit dan nenas ja..jadi jakun sikit..lol

Atas jambatan penang

Rumah ira kat guar chempedak,kedah..so 1st day ayah dan ibu ira bawa kami naik gunung jerai..serius sejuk..nyaman je udara kat atas tu..fatin pun join sekali..

Dari atas gunung jerai

Aku suka gila tengok bunga ni..cantik..

Bunga tu lagi..tapi yang ni belum kembang punya..

Fatin,addy,ira,malin

Dorang kata aku da cam budak bio sebab tangkap gambar benda2 ni..haha

Parents ira suh tidur sana, tp disebabkan kami tak prepare pape, so kami decide esok datang lagi..tanya driver cik malin, dia sanggup drive, so baru kami dilepaskan balik..hehe :p

jambatan gantung yang da tak berape selamat untuk digunakan..tapi kami naik ja :p

Air terjun Titi Hayun

So esoknye aku dan malin pergi balik rumah ira..serang Air Terjun Titi Hayun..haa..lame dah aku tak pergi air terjun sebenarnya..air terjun yang aku pernah pergi pun ada 2 je, kat Gunung Ledang dan Lata Iskandar lama dulu..tapi aku rendam2 kaki je le..malas nak terjun..hihi..malin dan ira la sakan..then pergi Pantai Murni..

Pantai Murnî

Malam kami makan luar, aku tak ingat nama tempatnya.. (Abi ahmadi ka? Entah) tapi kuey tiaw kungfu dia sedap! Balik aku baring terus terlelap..kemain sangat penat buat ape pun tak tahu..haha :p

Cycling

Tenang je :p

Last day kami kat sini, pagi yang tak berapa nak pagi kami cycling kat Kampung Tok Kau.. malin sebut as 'kampung tok aku'..  lepas zohor ikut hantar adik ira kat KMP a.k.a matrik perlis..rase cam besar sikit dari KMJ kot..cuma padang KMJ besar lagi..then singgah Padang Besar jejalan..otw tu memang menikmati pemandangan je la keje..haha

Sawah padi di sana

Ni kat mana tak ingat

Sunset at perlis

Singgah kedai Nasi Ayam Tat..sedap nasi ayam dia (Y) then parents ira bawa kami ke menara Alor Setar..ingat tengok luar ja, sekali dorang suh naik atas..kami segan sebenarnye sebab parents ira banyak belanja kami..

Ais kacang salji

Kami balik malam tu jugak sebab esoknya aku ade kelas bahasa arab..ira pun ade kelas..sampai USM dekat pukul 12 malam jugak sebab stuck kat changlun jalan jem..

Kata ira, ayah dia berjaya bawa kami tengok semua landmark penting kedah dan perlis..cuma muzium padi ja tak sempat masuk..

Terima kasih banyak2 kepada ira dan keluarga!
Lain kali musim menuai insyaAllah kami datang lagi :D

Aku,kamu dan dia : Kita tidak serupa :)

Assalamualaikum wbt dan salam sejahtera :)

Molek kiranya diri ini mengingatkan bahawa post ini perlu dibaca dengan fikiran terbuka..marilah sama-sama memperbaiki diri..

Hati kadangkala terusik atau tersinggung, walau dengan sekecil2 perbuatan..kenapa?

Kerana perkara atau masalah yang kita anggap kecil, mungkin besar maknanya pada orang lain..kita tidak serupa..

Kita menuntut orang lain supaya mendapat benda yang sama dengan kita, tidak boleh lebih dari kita..kenapa?

Kerana kita sudah meletakkan satu penanda dalam hati kita tanpa kita sedari, seperti:
"Aku lebih pandai dari dia"
"Aku lebih kaya dari dia"
"Aku lebih hensem/cantik dari dia"

Jadi, apabila orang mendapat rezeki yang lebih dari kita, kita seperti tak boleh terima..kita ingin menjadi seperti mereka..persaingan ini bagus, jika orang seperti ini bersaing secara positif..bukan negatif..

Berusaha memperbaiki diri, bukan berusaha menjatuhkan orang lain..

Kenapa perlu menjadi seperti orang lain, meniru segala-galanya, sedangkan kita tidak serupa? Kita ada kelebihan masing2..

Bayangkan jika semua orang di dalam dunia ini kaya..atau miskin semuanya..apa akan berlaku?

Dapat bayangkan? Apa akan berlaku agaknya?

Tiada kelainan, tiada perbezaan, tiada pilihan, dan mungkin akan tiada motivasi untuk berubah kepada yang lebih baik..

Kenapa perlu cemburu dengan rezeki orang lain, sedangkan rezeki kita belum sampai masanya untuk kita terima? Kita tidak serupa..

Dalam hidup ini, kita berjumpa dan berurusan dengan pelbagai jenis manusia..pelbagai ragam..pelbagai masalah..

Jika kita meluahkan masalah kita pada orang, tidak semua akan faham, sekiranya mereka tidak pernah mengalami..mereka boleh mendengar dan memberi nasihat, tapi utk memahami, mungkin susah sedikit..kerana kita tidak serupa..

Jadi kita tidak boleh salahkan orang yang kita nasihati sekiranya dia tidak mengikut nasihat kita..hati dan perasaan memang sesuatu yg susah digambarkan..

Mulut kata lain, hati kata lain..

Satu masa, jika kita berada di tempat mereka, adakah kita pasti kita akan melakukan seperti nasihat yang kita beri?

Mungkin ya, mungkin tidak..

Bercakap tanpa mengalami dan bercakap sesudah mengalami adalah dua perkara yang berbeza..

Senang untuk kita menilai orang, komen itu ini..cuba kita berada di tempat mereka..

Apa agaknya rasa?
Kuatkah kita untuk bertahan?
Jangan menilai..
Cakap memang mudah..cuba buat?

Ingat, kita tidak serupa :)

The Golden Age Night School Of Physics USM 2012/2013

Assalamualaikum wbt and wishing a great day to all of you :D

Well..for now, a quick review about School Of Physics Dinner..it was held on 24th May 2013 at Berjaya Georgetown City Hotel, Penang and the theme ::: The Golden age..

Full table

What is it mean by The Golden Age? Well..it actually reminds us about the glories of Islam long time ago..

Pass and red roses

There was 2nd year band performance by Aiman,Najmudin and Rabie.. Assoc Prof Fauziah was amazed by their performance since she didn't expect Physics student can also sing and play guitar well :p haha..congratz to Afif and Sazely too for being emcee and handling the activities..

Future physicist :D

And last but not least,

Fantastic four? Lol

Till next time :D

Perfectionist?

Assalamualaikum wbt and good day to everybody ^^

I came across this article and since it tells something related to myself, i'm going to share it here~

10 ways to tell if you're perfectionist

1) you are highly conscious and hyper-critical of mistakes.

2) you aim to be the best in everything that you do, even if it is something that you're not interested in.

3) you spend copious amount of your time to perfect something even at the expense of your well-being

4) you set absolute ideas. There is only black and white, no grey.

5) you are your harshest critic. You beat yourself up over the smallest thing that goes wrong.

6) you mull over outcomes if they did not turn out as you wish.

7) you are defensive towards critism and have a fear of failure because they suggest imperfection.

8) you only care about achieving the end goal, paying no heed to the journey.

9) you have an all-or-nothing approach.

10) you are conscious of any situations that might give others the perception you are not perfect.

Hewhew..and guess what? I've all the characteristic listed above..oh my -.-'

The 'most me' is number 4 :p and it sometimes drive me crazy..just imagine if i were to ask a question, i want to hear only 'Yes' or 'No' as the answer..no 'I'm not sure'..haha

But i can still tolerate, don't worry..hee :D

Goodbye for now..exam in 2 days time

Mungkinlah..mungkin..

Assalamualaikum dan semoga hari anda baik2 sahaja.. :p

Harini aku memilih utk berubah angin dgn menulis dlm bahasa melayu dan mungkin akan kedengaran agak 'skema'..tp xpelah..sekali sekale..hewhew

So ape yg aku nak ckp pd ptg study week yg bosan ni? Hmm..status fb aku baru2 ni :

"Before you ASSUME, try one method called ASK.."

Betul kan..kekadang tekaan kita salah..so the best way, tanye..tp utk bertanye, memerlukan sedikit keberanian (sedikit ke? Aku rase cam banyak gak..) dan kebanyakan masa kita sama ade malas nak tanye or tak berani..maka mulalah mengaitkan keadaan sekeliling dan sebagainye lalu membuat andaian yg entah pape kekadang.. Hew

Tp bukan itu sebenarnye main point post aku ni..
Tadi masuk kali ketiga dan aku tak rasa aku boleh handle lg and i've made my final decision..

Dalam hidup ni..kita berjumpa dgn ramai org..ade yg jd kawan baik, pasangan dan ade sekadar kenalan yg mengisi ruang episod kehidupan kita..

Tiba masa mereka datang, sampai masa mereka pergi..
Memang begitu lumrahnya..

Dan kadang2 mereka hadir bersebab..mungkin mereka perlu dibantu, tiba masa mereka pergi, dan kita perlu merelakan pemergian itu, walaupun sakit..

Terima hakikat yg mereka sekadar singgah dan kita tak dianggap penting dlm hidup mereka..
Mungkinlah..

Anggap saja ini ujian dari Allah..
Berdoa sahaja utk yg terbaik..
Sakit hati memang terasa kerana kita manusia yg punyai hati, bukan robot tanpa jiwa..
Sedikit sebanyak hati pasti memberontak..

Mungkinlah..
Mungkin..

Karnival Sukan Sains Fizik PSF USM 2012/2013

Assalamualaikum and wishing a great day to all of you ^^

I want to keep my blog updated, but now i'm quite lazy, plus i'm in physics theoretical lab performing backscattering of beta particles experiment..so here's some picture related to the topic :p


The event was held from 11,12 and 18th may 2013, involving sports activities such as futsal, running physicist and badminton.. I participated in running physicist and badminton..

Mission card

1st activity :D
Transfer the marble into the next paper plate using chopstick

Running physicist

Badminton~~
 thanks to lutfi and suyo for lending me this racket

Overall, i enjoyed so much being with friends and spending time together.. :p

Goodbye for now!

*back to work*

Physics School Attack PSF USM 2012/2013

Assalamualaikum wbt and wishing you a good day :D

Long time since i've last wrote here :p always wrote that in the beginning of my post lately..
Ok let me just go straight to the point..

Today i'm going to share with you all bout an event named "Physics School Attack" organized by Persatuan Sains Fizik USM (PSF)..and in this project,i was the deputy project manager :D

Well, actually this was a 'last-minute' project and therefore, congratulations to the project manager,fatin and all the committee members for this project..you guys are just great! Thanks to form 4 and 5 students of SMK Bukit Gambir,Penang too for participating in this programme :D all the best for your SPM!

Students :)

Spectrohelioscope

Faci Aizat in action

(Y)

That's all i guessed for this time being..
Going to search for food..i'm starving..lol :p

Patience

maybe i just don't need it now 

and that's why i don't get it..

Allah always knows 

what is the best for me..

and He will give me 

what I want,

or something that is 

better from what I want,

when the time comes..

so just be patience Addy.. :)

keep working + praying, 

and don't give up..

Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013 !

Assalamualaikum wbt and well, happy new year 2013!

i think that it's still not to late to wish happy new year to all my dear readers..thanks for reading my blog ^^ *wink2* actually now i'm in exam mode -.- 3 down, (vector analysis, scientific and medical english and optics) 4 left (electronics 2, differential equations and complex analysis, thermodynamics and intro to management)

but let's take a break..today i want to share about some highlighted events in 2012..this post should be published on 31st Dec 2012, but then i was too busy preparing for my final exam (plus gaming, movies, and eating for sure :p) and don't have enough time to finish it..hoho

so lets now go month by month :p

JANUARY
 ok.. january..what happened? ohh..my 1st semester final exam for sure..1st time taking exam in USM and it was like..errr -.- and i went back to muar by bus this time..morning bus..with sufiniza..and someone came to the bus station by motorcycle to say goodbye..that's the 1st and the last time i guess..no more after this..hahah..thanks btw!

FEBRUARY
after exam, for sure there will be result day! hewhew..hmm..since i didn't do seriously in my exam, well..i do not satisfied with the result obtained..but still, Alhamdulillah..and after Chinese New Year, i must came back to USM for my 2nd semester..my mother was really worried to let me traveled alone by bus at night, and therefore she asked me to take the same bus as him..yeah..him..hahah..so i went to Kulaijaya, met his family (i'm shy actually..hewhew) and went back to USM together..he sat in front me in the bus..so no wrong doings ok? and then my 2nd sem begins!

MARCH
i didn't quite remember what actually happened in this month..ohh..i went to USM kubang kerian, kelantan for debate! how can i forgot that? -.- 1st time being there in Kelantan and visited wakaf che yeh :p bought only 1 grey tudung since i've not yet receive my JPA money :p mini SAMURA reunion there - pakma, pigeon, hayati, and jalak..1st time went to seoul garden and involved in Kenduri Sekampung RST event..

debate team

seoul garden

APRIL
well..the saddest month in 2012 i guess :'(

here

there's no need to mention it, but i should say that, it changed me..to a better person, Alhamdulillah.. and i gave a motivational talk to form 5 students during an event- Falling in love with university :) and my 1st time at bukit bendera with fatin and naimah..thanks!

MAY
went to USM Nibong Tebal (engineering campus) for PADU..so i've visited all the USM campuses during my 1st year!

hehe..involved in Temasya Olahraga Tahunan USM..although not as an athlete -.- marching only :p

JUNE
exam mode turned on! 2nd time taking exam in USM and still, no changes..lazy mode was always on -.- hahah..went to home by flight! my roommate, azirah and malin sent me to Bayan Lepas airport and atif fetched me at Senai airport..hang out around jb before went back to muar :)


JULY
came to USM to settle some works related to Saujana ICT Expo..and i've been appointed as Project Manager for Open House Saujana..after 10 days i went back to muar..jb 1st and then hang out with atif again n introduced her to sushi king :p

and 1st time celebrating Ramadan in Muar after 3 years..sobsob..( 2 years in SAMURA and 1 year in KMJ)

AUGUST
Aidilfitri! hehe and my birthday~ he was the 1st one to wish me..well, thanks..preparing to go back to USM..sobsob..

SEPTEMBER
went to USM early from others! for Saujana ICT expo and my project! Open House Saujana..haha..by flight also..atif sent me to Senai airport at dawn..we woke quite late and atif's mother was very worried that we cannot caught the flight..but wait, look who's driving..it's atif! i managed to arrived at airport in time! hahah..and my 1st semester as a 2nd year student begins~ reject an offer to be YDP MPD Saujana :'(

a words to say by project manager :P

OCTOBER
Physics Society Aidilfitri's Dinner

fatin,addy,ira n malin

study~ assignment~ test~ sleep~ eat~ game

NOVEMBER
MPDS Dinner..i was awarded as the most diligent MPDS exco :D

dinner~ dinner~

the food was superb!

BBQ with 2nd year pure physics student..

bbq below penang bridge~

midsem = off to legoland! hahah..

1 USM student and 3 UTM studends..bonds between us~

DECEMBER
electronics 2 lab test

playing with IC and 7 segment display

studyweek! went watching The Hobbit 3D alone at Queensbay by motorcycle :D i made it!

thanks to fatin for sponsoring my transportation during study week :p she left her motorcycle at me when going back home..hehe..

well 2013, please be nice to me! :D